Weird Feeling

      Why am I crying? I thought my experience is enough to get though this. It all start with nothing. But this weird feeling came. Feeling that I can't explain. Feeling that I can't complain but it can never be right. I don't know what to do. I fall for the wrong person. How can i escape this feeling? Why there are so many questions in my mind? Why do I love her?

      I met her in school, she is not my classmate. As I remember I met her June 25, 2010. She asked for my cellphone number while I was talking to her classmate. Then July 3, 2010, we got to know each other because of her personal problem. I comforted her as a friend that time i felt nothing just "friends". Then one of my friends told me that she like the girl, then my friend gave her a red rose but she does'nt want to tell the girl who she is. So I personally gave her the rose, the girl asked me who gave her the flower but I did'nt tell her. After that my friend gave a letter and a chocolate for her, that was July 9, 2010. Then my friend gave some roses to her. Me and my classmates help my friend to gave the roses one by one with a note, then my friend was the last one who gave the flower. We play a song for the girl titled "sandalan". Then after that my friend stop what she was doing.

      Many weeks past. It is just a normal day everyday. Then one day I fall for her, I don't know why, I thought that this feeling will pass. We and my friends are together everyday. We got close to each other.The first thing I gave her is a red rose with her favorite song "almost" printed then I put that on the wall where she used to see it. The next day I don't know if she was mad at me, when I gave her a white rose with a panda and a letter. After that many things happen so I deeply fall for her, but I did'nt exactly tell her what I really feel. But I know that she already know what I feel for her.Everyday I gave her a letter. Then one day when we are at my classmate's house she tell me that were only friends. I cry that time to my other friend, she is the one that I can cry on. The next day I found out that she already answer the man who is courting her, but I did'nt know who is that, but now were friends.

      I love her until today, tomorrow, or until forever.

      I want to let go of it, but how could I? When it is the only thing that makes my world go round. If I could just turn back the time, If I am the first who came to your life and tell what exactly I feel for you. It is possible that I am the one with you right now? But it's too late I must hide this weird feeling, for it was the only right thing to do. No matter what happen. I will always be here for you.

Poem

"i love you"

I say I love you, but you deny
I accept it but then i cry
For our bond I hardly try
To let this feeling die

Because of your someone new
It hurts because you say it's true
And the fact that I need to be happy for you
Is wrecking my heart and leaving me blue

Now i need to forget you, though I think it's never
You're not destined in my heart forever
My love for you will be a memory while were together
It is hard but I need to accept it's over

My lonely heart is shouting
You leave it wounded and bleeding
And now I need to ignore this feeling
Because I'm so damage and almost dying
=.(

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The Bible

      Bible Refers to a collection of sacred scripture of Judaism and Christianity. The Bible is a book written over a period of thousands of years by many authors. It tells one story: God's acting in the lives of people.

      The Bible is considered the most important book in the world. Simply because it is God's word. When you read the bible, You read a message from God Himself. When the Bible speaks, God Speaks. Because the bible is God's word, it does more than just pass on information. It makes a promise, a promise of life. Everyone who recieves the bible's message in faith, is promise the rich gift of eternal life in the Lord Jesus Christ, God's son. The bible came from God Himself. God chose several people to write down what he wanted them to. Through God's inspiration the Bible was written down by the people who did not make up these words themselves. The Holy Spirit drove them to speak on behalf of God.

      The Bible has two main parts. The first part is called, The Old Testament, the second, The New Testament. A "Testament" is a covenant, or an agreement. The Old Testament has 39 books begins with Pentateuch first 5 books. Genesis, which means "beginnings," "birth," "origin." Genesis contains some of the best known biblical stories, including The Creation of the World, Adam and Eve, Cain and Abel, Noah's Ark, The Tower of Babel, Abraham and the sacrifice of Isaac, Joseph the Dreamer and others. The second book is Exodus means Departure, the third is Leviticus, relating to the Levites, fourth the Numbers, fifth Deuteronomy, the second law. The 12 Historical books Joshua, stands as the first in the former, Judges contains the history of biblical judges, and Ruth, short book contains of four chapters. The next 6 books trace the time from Samuel to Captivity. 1 Samuel, 2 Samuel, 1 Kings, 2 Kings, 1 Chronicles, and 2 Chronicles. The next 3 books deal with Israel's restoration Ezra, Nehemiah, and Esther. The 5 Poetical books, Job, Psalms, Proverbs, Ecclesiastes, and Song of Solomon. The 17 Prophetical books, The Major Prophets has 5 books Isaiah, Jeremiah, Lamentations, Ezekiel, and Daniel. The Minor Prophets has 12 books Hosea, Joel, Amos, Obadiah, Jonah, Micah, Nahum, Habakkuk, Zephaniah, Haggai, Zechariah, and Malachi. The New Testament has 27 books. The 5 Historical books contains Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, and Acts. The 13 Pauline epistles books Romans, 1 Corinthians, 2 Corinthians, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, 1 Thessalonians, 2 Thessalonians, 1 Timothy, 2 Timothy, Titus, and Philemon. The 9 Non-Pauline Epistles books Hebrews, James, 1 Peter, 2 Peter, 1 John, 2 John, 3 John, Jude, and Revelation means Apocalypse.

      We need the Bible because no one can live fully without knowing God's true word. True life consists of obeying God's every command. We can trust the Bible, because God's word is true and all the promises will certainly be full filled. The Bible is not to ancient to carry meaning for us today. It is a living book that speaks to people's hearts in every time and place. God's word is full of strength and life. It is sharper than the sharpest sword; it penetrates immediately to our deepest thoughts and desires and shows us clearly who and what we truly are. The Bible is useful in our daily life, because it teaches us how to lead a life full of use and sense that is pleasing to God. The Bible teaches us the truth and demonstrates any lack in your life and faith. It brings order to our life and shows us what is right and good. The greatest joy we will give thanks to reading the Bible that leads us to the Lord Jesus Christ.

      We should read and study the Bible because it is God's word to us. The Bible is literally "God breathed" in other words, it is God's very words to us. There are so many questions that philosophers have asked that God answer for us in scripture. What was the purpose of life? Where did I came from? Is there life after death? How do I get to Heaven? Why is the world full of evil? Why do I struggle to good? How can I be a good friend? What is success and how do I achieve it? What really matters in life?

      We should read and study the Bible because it is totally reliable and without error. Those who say the Bible has errors have their ears closed to the truth. Jesus once asked which is easier to say "Your sins are forgiven you" or "Rise, take up your bed and walk." Then he proved He had the ability to forgive sins (something cannot see with our eyes) by healing the paralytic (something those around him could test with their eyes). Similarly we are given assurance that God's word is true when it discusses spiritual areas that we cannot test with our senses by showing itself true in those areas we can test.

      The Bible is a book that is not merely for reading. It is a book for studying so that it can be applied. Otherwise, it is like swallowing food without chewing and then spitting it back out again-no nutritional value is gained by it. The Bible is God's word. As such, it is a binding as the laws of nature. We can Ignore it, but we do it so to our own detriment, just as we would if we ignore the law of gravity. It cannot be emphasized strongly enough just how important the Bible is to our lives. Studying the Bible can be compared to mining for gold. If we make a little effort and merely "sift through the pebbles in a stream," we will only find a little gold dust. But the more we make an effort to really dig into it, the more reward we will gain for our effort.

      In addition here are the 5 Major religions in the World:

- Christianity - is a monotheistic religion based on the life and teachings of Jesus of Nazareth as presented in the New Testament. Christianity comprises three major branches: Roman Catholicism and Eastern Orthodoxy and Protestantism.

- Buddhism - is a religion and Philosophy encompassing a variety of traditions, beliefs and practices, largely based on teachings attributed to Siddhartha Gautama, commonly known as the Buddha.

- Hinduism - is the predominant and indigenous religious tradition of South Asia. Hinduism is often referred to as Sanatana Dharma (a Sanskrit phrase meaning "the eternal law") by its adherents.

- Islam - is the monotheistic religion articulated by the Quoran, a text considered by its adherents to be the verbatim word of  God (Allah), and by the Prophet of Islam Muhammad's teachings and normative example (which is called the Sunnah in Arabic, and demonstrated in collections of Hadith).

- Judaism -  is the "religion, philosophy, and way of life" of the Jewish people. Judaism, originating in the Hebrew Bible (also known as the Tanakh) and explored in later texts such as the Talmud, is considered by Jews to be the expression of the covenantal relationship God developed with the Children of Israel.

Computer and Library

      What are the differences between computer and library? Here are the advantages and disadvantages of them.

      A computer is programmable machine that recieves input, stores and manipulates data/information, and provides output in a useful performance.While a computer can, in theory, be made out of almost anything in mechanical examples of computers have existed through much of recorded human history, first electronic computer where develop in the mid 20thcentury (1940-1945). Originally, they where the size of a large room, consuming as much power as several hundred modern personal computer (pc's) modern computers based on integrated circuits are millions to billions of times more capable in the early machine, and occupy the fractions of the space.Simple Computers are small enough to fit in devices and can be power by small battery, PC in their various form are icons of the information age and are what most people think of as "computers."

     A library is a collection of sources and services, and the structure in which it is housed ; it is organized for use and maintain by a public body, an institution or a private individual, public and institutional collections and services maybe intended for use by people who choose not to or cannot afford to purchase an expensive collection, who need material no individual can reasonably expected to have, or who require professional assistance with their research. Modern libraries are increasingly being redefined as places to get unrestricted access to information to many forms and many sources.

       

      Advantages of computer, sharing devices such as printers saves money. Files can easily be shared between users, network users can communicate by email. Security is good. Users cannot see other users files unlike or stand-along machines. A file server is easy to back up as all the data is stored in one place. A computer allows a person to manipulate data easily and quickly create text document, edit them, print them, manipulate images, send text and images over the internet, download information, interact with other people, keep records of transaction, activities, plan, trips, and generally do far more than a person without a computer. Computers are useful to make everyday life a lot easier. You can check the weather, email, search items, buy things type papers and much more. You can also play games and post blogs and other stuff. People use computers in many ways. Computers help children to be in control of their experience, to set their own pace, and to select the level of challenge with which they feel comfortable. Computer are helpful because they offer a wide range of functions and services that are not available anywhere else.

      Disadvantage of library research, compared to quick downloads of relevant articles online, library research can be time consuming. Many libraries are very large, and you can spend quite a bit of time running from floor to floor searching what you need. If you are looking through newspapers for materials to support your research, you may find yourself sitting in front of a microfiche machine four hours. Although libraries loans are God send for researchers, it may take two to three weeks for you to get material to need. you will need to be patient and plan enough time for your research. Libraries may also be missing materials from the shelves, either because they have been checked out, misplaced or lost.

      Advantages of library research, the best research is conducted using primary sources whenever possible, libraries often have valuable primary sources such as original diaries, newspapers and maps. Libraries also offer expert assistance to researchers. If you are having difficulty locating what you need for your research, an effective librarian can help you find it, if not at that particular library. Libraries often offer databases that their patrons can use for free. If you don't want to pay for an expensive subscription to a database or pay per article download, the library can save you significant amount of money.

      Disadvantage of computer, the teenagers of today's society have changed dramatically due to the computer nowadays. The majority of teenagers have a PC and it has played a key role in their lives. One disadvantage of owning a computer is the information that students can access from the internet. If a student needs to research information for school, they merely access a relevant site and download the information, rarely paying attention to what is written. Purchasing the network cabling and file servers can be expensive. If the file servers breaks down the files on the file server become inaccessible. Viruses can spread to other computers throughout a computer network. There is a danger of hacking. Computers are very engaging on children as well as adults. Kids with access to software that is not age appropriate may be exposed to such negative influences as violence, strong language, and over stimulation from fast-action graphics.   

Cause and effect - Decreasing natural resources/trees:cause of flood

           Trees? Trees is a God gift for us. He made trees for us to have fresh air to breathe. He gave us plants/trees and natural resources for us to take care of them. trees help us breathe and provide a home for some kinds of animals and insects. they are the largest and living organisms on earth. By means of photosynthesis the leaves combine the water and salts with carbon dioxide from the air to produce nutrients which feed the tree. In this process, as well as wood, trees create many chemicals, seeds and fruit of great utility to man. It also provide refreshing shade. Trees are effectively the lungs of environment. They take carbon dioxide from the atmosphere and release oxygen via photosynthesis.

           Everyone has a responsibility to take care of our nature. DENR or Department of Environment and Natural Resources they take care of our natures. They plant trees because our trees are decreasing. We also have our responsibilities to take care of our nature, we can plant trees to help our mother earth to increase our natural resources. But what happen to our nature? Why trees are decreasing?

           Many people cut trees, they sell trees, make things out of trees. The worst thing is the kaingin system, slash and burn consists of cutting and burning of forest or woodlands to create fields for agriculture or pasture for livestock, or for other purposes. Kaingin is bad for our ozone layer. Kaingin system is another way of destroying the environment by burning the trees. This may have a great effect not only to our environment but to our lives, because it can bring to us flash floods and landslides that can kill the lives of people.

           I therefore conclude that we need to take care of our nature, when the trees gone we people don't have fresh air to breathe. And we are also suffer when our nature get destroyed. 

"i love you"

I say I love you, but you deny
I accept it but then i cry
For our bond I hardly try
To let this feeling die

Because of your someone new
It hurts because you say it's true
And the fact that I need to be happy for you
Is wrecking my heart and leaving me blue

Now i need to forget you, though I think it's never
You're not destined in my heart forever
My love for you will be a memory while were together
It is hard but I need to accept it's over

My lonely heart is shouting
You leave it wounded and bleeding
And now I need to ignore this feeling
Because I'm so damage and almost dying
=.(

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August 05,2010 / 080510

It's just started as a game
To cover up the past name
I can't imagine that time will came
That I will put myself the blame

The time that I am courting
Many sweet words I am saying
It all start with nothing
Until I wake up and I'm falling

When I confess my true feeling
You think that I'm still lying
It hurts me the way you're thinking
And deep inside I'm almost crying

Then your rejection is been said
I thought everything will end
When I hold your hand that you lend
You say "It's better if I'm your Bestfriend"
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